I'm having the hardest time concentrating on my studies. I'm finding that it's definitely a lack of motivation rather than a difficulty. There's just so many distractions that all seem so much more interesting. This thing with Lilly's doesn't help either-- even though I'm not doing what I'm necessarily supposed to be doing with that either. Maybe it's just a complete lack of self-control. Ever since the break up in November that shit has been out the window. It's shown up the most with things like food and getting myself to take pride in my appearance.
There is good news too though. I got published in the IIT literary magazine! Five poems! I really know that it's that big of a deal but it's gonna feel good to see my work bound in a book. I wrote a piece with Jordan, too, and he told me that he's submiting that to the Creighton University lit mag. So maybe I'll have even more circulating. First steps must be little ones, right?!
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