Dear C&P, Why am I reading you?

In class the other day we were talking about the difference between fear and anxiety. I thought there was a difference, other people did not. I mean, I wasn't alone in my views, I was just the only one trying to defend them. They were saying that anxiety is a product of fear and I completely agreed with them. I just feel like anxiety has a long lasting connotation to it, you know? Like a long whispering twitch of paranoia-like fear. Fear itself is more like... an instant. You know? You can be alright with being afraid of something as long as you're not around it.... I dunno. I guess it's just something I've think about 'cus I've been pretty anxious lately, myself. I don't even know why. Maybe it's the combination of too much stress, new friends I don't know how to deal with, no sleep, and being sore all the time. I do wish I knew. There's really no time anymore that I can't talk to someone without being all nervous and getting clumsy with my words. I remind myself of Paul Rudd in "I Love You, Man," Haha.... As horrible as it is, I really can identify with his character in that movie.

Whatever though. I know my real friends don't really care.
It's just hard because I really wanna know more people.
Homeschool fucked me up, rofl.


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